Recently I found some more pictures and wanted to share them. One of them is really old but also has my Grandma Betty in it. She is dying of terminal cancer and is only expected to live another week or two. It is the hardest thing to see, watching one of the most vibrant and feisty women I have ever known, become this half - alive person.

My one saving grace is knowing that my mom is on the other side of Heaven's gates watching and waiting for her. She won't be in this world suffering with the pain and hardships anymore. She will be free, like her daughter.

This blog is dedicated to anyone who has ever lost a loved one, whoever it may be. I have lost (and am losing) two of the most loving, wonderful and caring women in my life. It is hard and horrible, but I know I will see them both again someday, not soon enough, but someday.

Grandma and Mom, please save me a spot until my time comes.

~Janda~